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.::the-end::.

Remember when I said that its all up to you whether you want it lasting or not? Well, it seems that you don't want it lasting. And for your information, I already give up on everything. 

Give up. Fed up. Stress up. Tired. Frustrated. That what I feel right now.

Kalau dia perasan la, dah cukup sebulan ktorg tak bertegur sapa. Yupp. Sebulan. We are not talking to each other. Not a single word came out neither from his mouth nor mine. 

I don't know how he felt, but for me that was the unimaginable thing to be done. Well, my very best friend, never expect to be this bad.

 

If you want to know what i feel right now, about our friendship, it is zero; I feel nothing  anymore. Yeah, we had known for almost 5 years, we had been best friend, but I already erased it from my memory. 

Tiap2 hari aku tunggu dengan harapan ko akan cakap something pasal kita. Tapi benda tu x berlaku. Tiap2 hari aku tunggu ko tegur aku tapi sama jgak, x berlaku. Aku nak cakap, tapi kenapa aku ja yg asyik mula dulu? Ko x rasa apa2? 

If this what you really want (your silence), I can accept it. What can I do? Its always up to you. But this time it won't be anymore.

What enough is enough. I don't wanna fight anymore. I just want to give up.

You will be free after this. 2 months to go. After that I won't bother your life anymore.  

  

I meet someone and I want to move on. Create my own life, not to be bound to others anymore.

Aku plan nak tutup blog ni. Xdak makna dah aku post kat blog ni.  

So long stalkers!!!!! 

Its like I'm falling in love again!!! 

Terpaksa sibukkan diri semata2 untuk lupakan masalah yg tengah aku alami sekarang. Soooo pathetic!! Anyway, I can distract most of my free time doing something productive rather than thinking of my never-ended-problems. Sigh.

Xpa. Pelan2 aku buka hati untuk accept benda ni. I can do it. But it will take time. Bersabarlah wahai hati. =(